I'm sorry, brother.
I never meant to lie.
I know there wont be another time, and
recently, I'm not so fine.
Coming up short,
I don't know what to do.
I try to try,
but I can't even get that right.
And the days go on.
But the nights never gone.
I never meant to bring you down,
I wish things were different.
And even knowing they never will be,
I can't escape these dreams.
I can't live in reality.
And it's my own choice.
I'm sorry Mother.
I never wanted to disappoint.
I wanted to be the one,
but I guess the thirds not the charm.
I'm tired of waiting.
I'm tired of living.
I'm tired of being tired.
I just wish things were different.
Hoping fo
Concept Prologue: Aboard the Flying Fortress by Shadowyoshi022, literature
Literature
Concept Prologue: Aboard the Flying Fortress
Some people call them Storm Bringers,
Some call them myth.
Yet, what do they call themselves? Cloud Chasers.
These men are odd. Infatuated with the growing technologies of the land, though how could you not be? They abuse the unkown to stay above what's set in stone. These pirates... They abide by no word but their own.
----------- Prologue: Boarding Fishers Fortress
Even being introduced to it all, it's all so hard to believe. Machines that absorb the anger of the storms, the lightning that crashes down, and use it at their will. Battery Cells, if my memory serves me right. They can store massive amounts of energy and if you know your way
Rotting inside
and fading away.
Awakening to a new day.
Yet nothing changes, nothing moves,
A melancholy drone, never to improve.
Shoes on, out the door.
Guess it's time to work some more.
Struggle to sleep.
Struggle to wake.
More and more, I start to quake.
Escaping in my dreams, yet is it really an escape?
What exactly is the future I'm trying to shape...?
Every day, I punch and fight.
A tug of war, pulling with all my might.
This constant anxiety inside my head.
This empty space inside my bed,
This growing pit inside of me.
I try and try, just to be free,
Stand high, move on.
Even if I'm nothing, just a pawn. For
These rooks, these knigh
With this song, I'll heal your wounds.
And with this mask, I'll see you soon.
As the gears thunk, and the clockface turns,
As the world spins, and the thunder churns,
Your soul alight, a part of me.
Burning bright, and once more set free.
Our form changes, to reflect what we've lost.
A slight sadness, for that's lifes cost.
But as we stand, we're forever strong.
So we fight, for that which is gone.
And with this song, I'll heal your wounds.
And with this mask, I'll see you soon.
For you've met a terrible fate, haven't you?
If only wishes came true. by Shadowyoshi022, literature
Literature
If only wishes came true.
Torn apart and thrown to the ground.
Once again I must rise to my feet.
You've no idea how badly I want to fight,
But my way of life keeps my mouth bound tight,
If only I didn't taste defeat.
I give my life in compassion to the greatest extent I can,
for the cessation of pain is all I live for,
If only life went according to plan.
Time and time again, I find myself face down in the dirt.
Every time I rise and every time I love,
Only in the end to just get hurt.
And even through it all,
I still try to love you,
My perfect angel, My baby doll,
If only wishes could come true.
I am your puppy
To whom you love
I am your puppy
cuter than a dove
I am your puppy
I may bite and scratch
I am your puppy
but all to attach
For
You are my master
The man I obey
You are my master
Who I shall never betray
You are my master
The man I love
You are my master
My angel from above
You pet me
You love me
You feed me
You hug me
I lick you
I nuzzle you
I trick you
I puzzle you
For I am your pet
The one you wont forget
And I am your puppy
You know you love me! <3
You're my everything. by Shadowyoshi022, literature
Literature
You're my everything.
You're the one,
To whom I belong.
I was alone until you came along.
You're my flight,
My love, my might.
You're the one, my own Aphrodite.
You're my happiness,
To who do I owe?
The happiness that you give me so.
You're mine,
And mine alone.
No one else could sit by my throne.
I'm yours
As you're mine.
For only our perfect hands can entwine.
Because of you,
I'm happy to leave.
Because of you,
Because of you.
Death, that in dying,
I feel your love,
A love like I'm flying.
Because of you,
Because of you.
The chirping from doves.
A chirping choir,
It fills me wholly with joy and desire,
Because of you,
Because of you.
And if in dying,
I feel no other pain.
I'd be content to die a thousand a day.
Because of you,
Because of you.
Through death it will grow.
My love for you,
My love for you.
Army of Brothers -- Revisite 2 by Shadowyoshi022, literature
Literature
Army of Brothers -- Revisite 2
Me and my army of brothers went over the hill,
Shouting all around, sinking in like a drill,
drenched in blood we may be,
But all the fighting is left to me,
Gunfire heard all around,
Too loud to grasp a single sound,
And yet... We still fight
And us, me with my army of brothers...
Down we'll fall Darkness in all...
Even through hell we crawl.
-----------------------------------------------
I went over the hill,
Adrenaline flowing, starting a thrill,
drenched in blood I may be,
but fighting is all that's left to me,
The constant screaming being drowned,
by the gunfire's constant pound,
must not stop, must not fall,
mad
I'm sorry, brother.
I never meant to lie.
I know there wont be another time, and
recently, I'm not so fine.
Coming up short,
I don't know what to do.
I try to try,
but I can't even get that right.
And the days go on.
But the nights never gone.
I never meant to bring you down,
I wish things were different.
And even knowing they never will be,
I can't escape these dreams.
I can't live in reality.
And it's my own choice.
I'm sorry Mother.
I never wanted to disappoint.
I wanted to be the one,
but I guess the thirds not the charm.
I'm tired of waiting.
I'm tired of living.
I'm tired of being tired.
I just wish things were different.
Hoping fo
Concept Prologue: Aboard the Flying Fortress by Shadowyoshi022, literature
Literature
Concept Prologue: Aboard the Flying Fortress
Some people call them Storm Bringers,
Some call them myth.
Yet, what do they call themselves? Cloud Chasers.
These men are odd. Infatuated with the growing technologies of the land, though how could you not be? They abuse the unkown to stay above what's set in stone. These pirates... They abide by no word but their own.
----------- Prologue: Boarding Fishers Fortress
Even being introduced to it all, it's all so hard to believe. Machines that absorb the anger of the storms, the lightning that crashes down, and use it at their will. Battery Cells, if my memory serves me right. They can store massive amounts of energy and if you know your way
Rotting inside
and fading away.
Awakening to a new day.
Yet nothing changes, nothing moves,
A melancholy drone, never to improve.
Shoes on, out the door.
Guess it's time to work some more.
Struggle to sleep.
Struggle to wake.
More and more, I start to quake.
Escaping in my dreams, yet is it really an escape?
What exactly is the future I'm trying to shape...?
Every day, I punch and fight.
A tug of war, pulling with all my might.
This constant anxiety inside my head.
This empty space inside my bed,
This growing pit inside of me.
I try and try, just to be free,
Stand high, move on.
Even if I'm nothing, just a pawn. For
These rooks, these knigh
If only wishes came true. by Shadowyoshi022, literature
Literature
If only wishes came true.
Torn apart and thrown to the ground.
Once again I must rise to my feet.
You've no idea how badly I want to fight,
But my way of life keeps my mouth bound tight,
If only I didn't taste defeat.
I give my life in compassion to the greatest extent I can,
for the cessation of pain is all I live for,
If only life went according to plan.
Time and time again, I find myself face down in the dirt.
Every time I rise and every time I love,
Only in the end to just get hurt.
And even through it all,
I still try to love you,
My perfect angel, My baby doll,
If only wishes could come true.
I am your puppy
To whom you love
I am your puppy
cuter than a dove
I am your puppy
I may bite and scratch
I am your puppy
but all to attach
For
You are my master
The man I obey
You are my master
Who I shall never betray
You are my master
The man I love
You are my master
My angel from above
You pet me
You love me
You feed me
You hug me
I lick you
I nuzzle you
I trick you
I puzzle you
For I am your pet
The one you wont forget
And I am your puppy
You know you love me! <3
You're my everything. by Shadowyoshi022, literature
Literature
You're my everything.
You're the one,
To whom I belong.
I was alone until you came along.
You're my flight,
My love, my might.
You're the one, my own Aphrodite.
You're my happiness,
To who do I owe?
The happiness that you give me so.
You're mine,
And mine alone.
No one else could sit by my throne.
I'm yours
As you're mine.
For only our perfect hands can entwine.
Because of you,
I'm happy to leave.
Because of you,
Because of you.
Death, that in dying,
I feel your love,
A love like I'm flying.
Because of you,
Because of you.
The chirping from doves.
A chirping choir,
It fills me wholly with joy and desire,
Because of you,
Because of you.
And if in dying,
I feel no other pain.
I'd be content to die a thousand a day.
Because of you,
Because of you.
Through death it will grow.
My love for you,
My love for you.
Army of Brothers -- Revisite 2 by Shadowyoshi022, literature
Literature
Army of Brothers -- Revisite 2
Me and my army of brothers went over the hill,
Shouting all around, sinking in like a drill,
drenched in blood we may be,
But all the fighting is left to me,
Gunfire heard all around,
Too loud to grasp a single sound,
And yet... We still fight
And us, me with my army of brothers...
Down we'll fall Darkness in all...
Even through hell we crawl.
-----------------------------------------------
I went over the hill,
Adrenaline flowing, starting a thrill,
drenched in blood I may be,
but fighting is all that's left to me,
The constant screaming being drowned,
by the gunfire's constant pound,
must not stop, must not fall,
mad
I'M GAY. YOU'RE GAY. by Shadowyoshi022, literature
Literature
I'M GAY. YOU'RE GAY.
I'M GAY...
YOU'RE GAY!
DO YOU HEAR? FROM THE FRAY?
DO YOU KNOW WHAT THEY SAY?
"HOLY SHIT THEY'RE GAY!"
DO THEY PLAY? (IN BED)
PERHAPS IN THE HAY?
OR ON THE COLD EARTHY CLAY?
IN THE MIDDLE OF THE DAY?
OR IN THE COLD FOGGY GREY?
WE PLAY IN THE HAY
NO MATTER THE TIME OF DAY
BECAUSE WE'RE GAY
AND COOL THAT WAY.
When the light goes down,
Anarchy comes to town.
Starting a fight,
Causing a fright,
Drowning the world,
And running the night.
There were few who survive this dark,
The few who had a spark.
The few who held the light.
Yet they could not survive that night.
Before they came,
We monsters were left untame.
It was nothing more than a hellish night,
And a world without any light.
Then, one night, the infection spread,
Going straight to our heads,
Soon we were insane,
With a lust in our brain.
A lust to need,
A lust for greed.
A lust to kill,
These lust's we had to fulfill.
Very fast they were overpowered,
A few of them, we
Army of Brothers -- Revisite 2 by Shadowyoshi022, literature
Literature
Army of Brothers -- Revisite 2
Me and my army of brothers went over the hill,
Shouting all around, sinking in like a drill,
drenched in blood we may be,
But all the fighting is left to me,
Gunfire heard all around,
Too loud to grasp a single sound,
And yet... We still fight
And us, me with my army of brothers...
Down we'll fall Darkness in all...
Even through hell we crawl.
-----------------------------------------------
I went over the hill,
Adrenaline flowing, starting a thrill,
drenched in blood I may be,
but fighting is all that's left to me,
The constant screaming being drowned,
by the gunfire's constant pound,
must not stop, must not fall,
mad
Because of you,
I'm happy to leave.
Because of you,
Because of you.
Death, that in dying,
I feel your love,
A love like I'm flying.
Because of you,
Because of you.
The chirping from doves.
A chirping choir,
It fills me wholly with joy and desire,
Because of you,
Because of you.
And if in dying,
I feel no other pain.
I'd be content to die a thousand a day.
Because of you,
Because of you.
Through death it will grow.
My love for you,
My love for you.
Whats the point?
Why are we here, why not there? Why are we human, why not a hare? Why are we alive, why not dead?
Whats the point of living, if the most felt feeling is dread?
I know that, without hatred, there is no love. I see that without Sorrow, there is no happiness.
But, it makes you wonder, whats the point! Yes, living life to the fullest is great, yet not living is also great! By living, you can feel pain, sorrow, agony, yet, when dead, you feel no pain, sorrow, or agony, yet, you also feel no love, joy, or happiness!
Isaac Newton once said, that for every action, there is an equal and opposite reaction, this is true,
Yup. The name's Will. Monster <3 Red Bull <3<3<3<3
IHAVEHUGEHANDSOMGWTF xD I'm a poet, deep with emotions. Yet... I'm also a little child wanting to be freed. Mainly because from an early start I lost the ability to ignore things. I saw them as they were. In a pessimist's view; may I add. Therefore I act childish a lot because I never really had a childhood. Though, don't think that means I am not mature. I act mature when needed. Otherwise, expect to get beaten in a debate. I hardly lose and keep my cool <3
I also understand the human emotions on a high level. If you wanna talk, I'm here. You wanna rant? I'm here. Feel like something's wrong? I'm here. Have problems? I'm here. Its plain and simple.
Current Residence: Here deviantWEAR sizing preference: .......large...? Favourite genre of music: Rock and Alternative Rock Operating System: Windows MP3 player of choice: Screw MP3's FLAC IS WHERE ITS AT! Shell of choice: ...I'd have to say blue, goes for whos in first to take 'em down! Wallpaper of choice: Just look at my desktop pic... Skin of choice: ...mine thankyou very much... Personal Quote: "I don't think you heard me good enough, I LIKE MEN!!!"
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
I appreciate ALL music. And don't have a solid favorite.
Favourite Games
Startcraft 2, Bloodline Champions, Soul Calibur... the list goes on.
Favourite Gaming Platform
PC
Tools of the Trade
My mind, my math notebook, and a pencil/pen
Other Interests
Video games, reading, playing with friends, poetry, and literature.
I'm still not going to be able to put a full commitment like I used to. But I will try my hardest to keep up with the group.
And I also will submit the second I write down a poem.
Unless I ask you for help when I'm down... This has no meaning to you.
Depression, its a serious thing.
For me? Its a giant joke; apparently.
A slap in my face.
I ask for help?
Half-Assed.
I stay depressed for obvious reasons.
They then go to say how I'm always depressed...
I wonder why...?
Perhaps if you tried?
Next step?
They give up.
Can it get worse?
YEA!
They then go on to tell me how "unfixable" my problems are.
Huh, I don't help you... oh wait, I do
I don't try... oh wait, I do
I don't help you fix your problems... oh wait, I do
I don't succeed in helping fix your problems... oh wait, I do
See the pattern?
Yet you
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